June 1-9, 2020


Image credit: Leila Weefur

Heavy Breathing was included in SFMOMA’s #museumfromhome Community in Residence initiative in early June. The program engaged six art collectives to respond to the question, “What does it mean for artists to work collaboratively in the time of social distancing?” As a response, Heavy Breathing commissioned an online public event, “How to Eat Blackberries,” a survey of Black consumption, created by artist Leila  Weefur, and writer/curator Elena Gross.

This project was scheduled to go live on SFMOMA’s website on June 4. In light of recent events at SFMOMA, Heavy Breathing, along with our featured artists Leila Weefur and Elena Gross, ended our residency with SFMOMA early, in solidarity with Taylor Brandon and our fellow SFMOMA Community in Residence collectives: Nure Collective, Prison Arts Project, CTRL+SHFT, Work More! and Bik Van Der Pol.

We look forward to presenting Leila Weefur and Elena Gross’s event, How to Eat Blackberries, at a future date, and on a different platform (stay tuned). The integrity, vision and efforts of the people we have been in dialogue with during this time are inspiring and empowering. Thank you to current and former SFMOMA employees, SFMOMA Union, our fellow resident art collectives, and our expanded art communities.

This local act of protest against SFMOMA’s institutional racism sits within the broader context of national protests against the violence that structural and systemic racism continue to deal to Black individuals and communities. We have no doubt that the conversations and actions launched this week in the streets and in our communities will be foundational to ongoing alliances and efforts towards racial justice and equity. We are proud of what we accomplished this week and we thank our extended community for your support and wisdom.

We stand in solidarity with everyone who is standing against violence to Black lives and repression of Black voices. 

Additional accounts of these events can be found in KQED, Hyperallergic, NY Times, SF Chronicle, and MSN

Image: Leila Weefur, How to Eat Blackberries


For the SFMOMA Takeover, Heavy Breathing commissioned How to Eat Blackberries: a participatory instructional led by Leila Weefur with special guest Elena Gross. How to Eat Blackberries is a survey of Black consumption in a ceremony of dining etiquette. Weefur and Gross set the table to weed the fugitive language of Black performativity.

From June 1 to June 9, the public is invited to call (415)618-3281 to reach The Blackberry Hotline, featuring a four-course dinner story on flavor, desire and hunger.


Move Your Thinking (2020) features contributions from our community and documentation of Heavy Breathing workshops presented between 2015-2020. Edited by Justin Carder.

Thanks to everyone who sent us footage: Crystal Barr, Michelle Cable (and Laurence!), Amanda Cadogan, Ben Carroll, Elizabeth Chodos, Tina Hittenberger, Aida Lizalde, Olive McKeon, Grace Rosario Perkins, Kate Pruitt, Clarke Selman, Lauren Selman, Peter Simensky, Zoe Taleporos, Martin Yernazian, Danielle Wright, and Tip the dog, and Fonda the dog.


Image: Heavy Breathing’s family activity, “Word Play” featuring Ruby.

Heavy Breathing presents “Word Play,” an all-ages activity that asks participants to think with their body about words.

1) Pick a word. It could be:

  • Something you say a lot
  • Something you like or don’t like
  • Someone you know or someone famous  
  • Something funny
  • Something in the room
  • Something you want to know more about

2) Write that word down on a piece of paper.

Example by Ruby


Look at your word, written on the paper, paying attention to what the word looks like. What shapes do the letters make? Is the word short, medium or long? Are the letters round or angular or both? Do you see curves, lines or dots?

Make a movement using your body that shows what this word looks like. If your word starts out round, then becomes angular, then round again, mimic those shapes with your movement. Try to remember this movement by doing it a few times.


Say the word out loud 5 times, paying attention to the sound of this word. Is the word soft? hard? heavy? light? A mix of these things? Do any sounds in the word repeat? Is it easy or hard to say?

Invent a walk that shows the sound of this word. Travel across the room, moving the way your word sounds. (If your word sounds “sharp” and “light” your walk should be sharp and light too). Try to remember this walk by doing it a few times.


Now consider the meaning of your word. Move your body to show the meaning of this word.  Your movement could be full-body, or a single part like your arm, leg, head, or hip. This can be straightforward (like pantomime) or silly. Try to remember this movement by doing it a few times.


Combine your three movements together:
  • Your movement that shows what this word looks like
  • Your walk across the room that shows how this word sounds
  • Your movement that shows the meaning of this word


Add a movement using one part of your body (your hand? Your hip? Your head? Any part!) that shows how this word makes you feel.

These are some ways of thinking with your body about words and how they work. Have fun, and share videos and images of your Word Play on social media with the #heavyheavybreathing hashtag.


Heavy Breathing’s co-founders Lisa Rybovich Crallé and Sophia Wang sat down with SFMOMA to chat about collaborating during the Bay Area’s Shelter-in-Place, inspirations for Heavy Breathing and its evolution since 2015 and hopes for the Bay Area’s art community, moving forward. Full transcript below:

Can you tell us a little bit about how the collective began?

Lisa: In 2014, while at an artist residency, I had some memorable conversations while walking with the other residents. During these walks, I became aware of how our conversations changed as we got winded. The more out of breath we became, the more we relied on physical gestures and the more expansive our conversations became. Sophia and I were in touch at the time and we wondered whether this simple idea of combining movement with dialogue could become the basis for an artist lecture series.

Sophia: In 2015, we presented our first season of 15 workshops that moved outside of typical artist talk conventions by using the model of a fitness class, and these took place in site-specific locations that included the Chinatown YMCA swimming pool in San Francisco and Lake Merritt in Oakland. The following year, we presented a 6-event series at the Berkeley Art Museum and Pacific Film Archive, adapting our model for the museum environment.

How has it evolved since then?

Sophia: In our third and fourth year we had limited funding, so we were just doing pop-up events, and that was great motivation for the evolution of Heavy Breathing AV, or HB/AV, where we’re commissioning artists to create either audio or video workshops that can be streamed or downloaded online. That opened up the audience and pool of artists we could work with. And it was a response to our material conditions, because we were able to do it on a much smaller budget — we weren’t producing live events.

What does working collaboratively in the age of social distancing mean to you? How has your collective been grappling with it?

Lisa: We were lucky that we had already begun engaging remotely through HB/AV, so the transition hasn’t been as rough as it could have been. We miss being able to share space with our community, and we often talk about Zoom fatigue and the inherent problems of being connected to a computer for so many hours a day. Those issues point back to the initial premise of Heavy Breathing and how important it is to get outside, move our bodies, and connect with one another, even if at arm’s length.

Sophia: The restrictions we’re experiencing right now aren’t that different — because we live in different cities, we have always worked at a distance. I would echo Lisa that it’s been a rich experience to figure out a way to create an engaging experience that occurs online. It was fun to use the new parameters as a formal challenge, which is, I would say, the spirit of Heavy Breathing and the intersection of bringing together movement and discourse.

What are some hopes you have for the Bay Area arts scene in a post-Covid future?

Lisa: I’m interested to see how the pandemic changes our relationship to proximity, particularly with regard to art and educational spaces. I teach at Berkeley City College and we’re grappling with these questions on a daily basis. How can we create the kind of intimacy and support that’s possible in a shared classroom or social environment, remotely? What will these experiences look like when we are able to be together safely again?

Any upheaval brings with it the promise of a fresh start, and I’d like to think that we will have a newfound appreciation for shared space and community when this situation is behind us. It’s not easy to maintain an optimistic outlook these days, but I am hopeful that the world we create will be better than the one we’ve left behind, meaning: more equity, more poetry and more connectedness.

Sophia: As Bay Area companies normalize working remotely, additional space might become available to others who do want to work together in the same space but don’t have tech funding to pay for those spaces. My hopes are really materially grounded. I was really inspired by Southern Exposure focusing their AltEx grant program on emergency relief funding for artists in this community, and specifically artists who may be experiencing additional hardship due to marginalized status. I would love to see all the major institutions recognize people’s basic needs, and turn towards this as a more normalized approach: making sure artists have the support they need to stay in the cities where they have an arts community, and to make a living wage to support both their work and their lives.

What are some books, films, pieces of art, or other media that you return to when you need inspiration, or that you consider foundational in some way, and why?


  • Lecture-performance practitioners such as Joseph Beuys, Andrea Fraser, Coco Fusco, Adrian Piper, Yvonne Rainer, and Hito Steyerl.

  • Gordon Hall’s work generally, and their Center for Experimental Lectures specifically as inspiration for Heavy Breathing.

  • Artists who feel particularly relevant during the Covid-19 epidemic: Lygia Clark’s Relational Objects, Teching Hseih’s One Year performances, and pretty much everything by Felix Gonzalez-Torres.


  • Dance and performance-based artists who centrally incorporate text, speech, writing and dialogue: Simon Forti’s News Animations and “moving the telling” practice, Jeanine Durning’s nonstopping practice and her solo inging, Bill T. Jones’ solo Breathing Show, Okwui Okpokwasili’s Poor People’s TV Room, David Thompson’s The Venus Knot, and Xavier Le Roy’s Product of Circumstances.

  • Artists like Paul Chan, Ralph Lemon, and Martine Syms, who move between disciplines and have ongoing writing and publishing practices.


Sun June 7, 2020

Leila Weefur: How to Eat Blackberries



POSTPONED. Stay Tuned.

Presented online in partnership with SFMOMA San Francisco Museum of Modern Art [see statement below]. From June 1 to June 9, the public is invited to call (415)618-3281 to reach The Blackberry Hotline, featuring a four-course dinner story on flavor, desire, and hunger.

Image: Blackberry Hotline

Heavy Breathing presents How to Eat Blackberries: a participatory instructional led by Leila Weefur with special guest Elena Gross.

How to eat blackberries is a survey of Black consumption in a ceremony of dining etiquette. Leila Weefur and Elena Gross set the table to weed the fugitive language of Black performativity. This will be staged as a virtual dinner party, and as an appetizer to the main event, Weefur and Gross will share breadcrumbs in a pre-recorded audio narrative for participants to follow. Incorporating a dish made of blackberries, Leila Weefur and Elena Gross invite you to join as they dine their way through the touchstones of Blackness.

Image credit: Leila Weefur

In light of recent events, we offer this statement in solidarity with everyone who is standing against violence to Black lives and repression of Black voices.

Heavy Breathing and featured artists Leila Weefur and Elena Gross share our work with SFMOMA this week in the spirit of principled disagreement. We reject SFMOMA’s decision to censor community critique of the museum’s social media response to protests responding to the police murders of #GeorgeFloyd, #BreonnaTaylor, #RegisKorchinskiPaquet, #TonyMcDade and #AhmaudArbery.

SFMOMA’s apology fails to acknowledge that their act of censorship, in deleting and disabling comments on their May 30th post, is a silencing act that is complicit with and enables systemized violence against Black individuals. Heavy Breathing, Weefur and Gross support criticism of the museum’s initial media response to the protests. SFMOMA leveraged the words and work of black artist Glenn Ligon, rather than offering a direct statement condemning violence against Black communities. SFMOMA’s Community in Residence program is an opportunity to amplify dialogue with artists and the public, and this week’s work is presented towards that goal.


Leila Weefur (She/They/He) is a trans-gender-noncomforming artist, writer, and curator based in Oakland, CA. Through video, installation, writing, and lecture-performances they examine the performativity intrinsic to systems of belonging present in our lived experiences. The work brings together concepts of the sensorial memory, abject, hyper surveillance, and the erotic. Weefur is a recipient of the Hung Liu award, the Murphy & Cadogan award, and the Walter & Elise Haas Creative Work Fund. Weefur has worked with local and national institutions including SFMOMA, The Wattis Institute, Berkeley Art Museum and Pacific Film Archive, and Smack Mellon in Brooklyn, New York. Weefur is a lecturer at University of California, Berkeley and the San Francisco Art Institute. They are a member of the film collective, The Black Aesthetic.

Elena Gross is an independent writer and culture critic living in Oakland, CA. She received an MA in Visual & Critical Studies from the California College of the Arts in 2016, and her BA in Art History and Women, Gender & Sexuality Studies from St. Mary’s College of Maryland in 2012. She specializes in representations of identity in fine art, photography, and popular media. Elena was formerly the creator and co-host of the arts & visual culture podcast what are you looking at? published by Art Practical. Her most recent research has been centered around conceptual and material abstractions of the body in the work of Black modern and contemporary artists. She has presented her writing and research at institutions and conferences across the U.S., including Nook Gallery, Southern Exposure, KADIST, Harvard College, YBCA, California College of the Arts, and the GLBT History Museum. Gross is the Exhibitions Associate at the Museum of the African Diaspora.

April 10, 2020

Ross Simonini: 
To Your Under

Heavy Breathing presents, To Your Under, by Ross Simonini, read by Audrey Vignoles. To Your Under is a brief exercise in pedal dexterity, neural elasticity, subliminal reality, and fluid personality. For this experience, you will need a chair, a sheet of paper, and a pen.


Ross Simonini is an interdisciplinary artist. Recently, he’s been living nomadically, mostly in California. He exhibits his work internationally, at various galleries, biennials and museums. For many years, he was a professional musician and now he makes music as ROOS and with the duo, NewVillager. His novel The Book of Formation is out with Melville House Books and he contributes dialogues to ArtReview, The Believer, and various other publications. He is currently the host of Subject Object Verb, a new podcast from ArtReview.

March 30, 2020

Laura Hyunjhee Kim: 
Hi-Feel Lo-Tech Workout (HFLTW): Relaxation and Recovery

Heavy Breathing presents, Hi-Feel Lo-Tech Workout (HFLTW): Relaxation and Recovery, by Laura Hyunjhee Kim. 

Have you been feeling unfamiliar guttural sensations but have not been able to pinpoint the cause? This virtual workshop has been designed for mind-body-conspicuous humans who experience increased feelosophical flows triggered by the subtle yet rapid changes from living-through-feeling in the technological environment. Through a series of intentional and meaningful synergistic micro-movements, the Hi-Feel Lo-Tech Workout (HFLTW): Relaxation and Recovery session aims to help you get in touch with your own embodied emotions -- those that are often felt before touched and sense-made before made-sense into. Together, in collaboration with a household cylindrical object of your choosing, we will focus on releasing muscle tension by means of self-myofascial release and return to a paused-state-of-condition that is mindfully present in-the-real-life-now.

Instructions for listener/viewer-participants:

To participate in the virtual workout remotely in the comforts of your own space of choosing, please prepare a foam roller or a cylindrical object that resembles the shape, size, and density of a foam roller that does not feel overwhelming on the body (ie. disconnected Amazon Alexa).


  • Comfortable clothes (ie. pajamas)
  • Blanket or a cushioned mat (ie. yoga mat) for extra support

Suggested readings: 


Laura Hyunjhee Kim is a Korean-American multimedia artist who contemplates and reimagines digitally constructed on/offline (non)human experiences. Thinking through making, she performs moments of incomprehension: when language loses its coherence, necessitates absurd leaps in logic, and reroutes into intuitive and improvisational sense-making forms of expression. Her current projects examine the influences of consumer technologies on human and (non)human interaction and the feelosophical experiences of the body. She is the founding director of Synthetic Empathic Intelligent Companion Artefacts (SEICA) Human Interaction Labs, founder of The Living Lab, co-founder of sharing turtle™ (with libi rose striegl), and one of the collaborators at the Centre for Emotional Materiality (founded by Surabhi Saraf ). Kim is the author of Entering the Blobosphere: A Musing on Blobs, which was published by The Accomplices / Civil Coping Mechanisms (June 17, 2019) and the coauthor of Remixing Persona: An Imaginary Digital Media Object from the Onto-tales of the Digital Afterlife with Mark Amerika, published with Open Humanities Press (November, 2019).

Kim has shown work in numerous on/offline exhibition spaces, screenings, and festivals around the world. She received the ArtSlant Award in New Media (2013), New Media Caucus Distinguished Scholar Award (2019), and Judson-Morrissey Excellence in New Media Award (2020). She was an artist-in-residence at the Internet Archive (2017), Korea National University of the Arts (2017), Black & White Projects (2016), and at the Museum of Human Achievement (2019) and Electrofringe with artist libi rose striegl (2019).

Kim received a B.S. in Art from the University of Wisconsin-Madison and M.F.A. from the New Genres Department at the San Francisco Art Institute. She is a Ph.D. Candidate in Intermedia Art, Writing and Performance (IAWP) at the University of Colorado Boulder.

March 23, 2020

Liat Berdugo: Internet Aerobics

Filmed in a computer Lab, Internet Aerobics is a 20-minute aerobics workout routine about the internet, streaming to you through the internet. Aerobics props of long, blue ethernet cables are used, and hyperlink blue is celebrated as the color of online opportunity -- of links that have not yet been clicked. Aerobics moves embody multiple facets of online life, with packets of information speeding through wifi networks, routers, data centers, fiber optic cables -- often times at different speeds due to the lack of net neutrality laws. This workout routine is an invitation to you to sweat along in front of your own browser tab while thinking about and moving through the very makeup of the Internet, itself.

Instructions for participants:
Most aerobics use some kind of prop, and for this routine you’re going to need some kind of long cord, ideally an ethernet cable you have stashed away in your closet from before the days of wifi. But any cord will due, like a cell phone charging cable, an extension cord, or heck -- unplug your computer and use that! Also, make sure you have some space in front of your computer to move your body around. This aerobics routine isn’t about getting the steps right -- it’s about moving and thinking with and through internet infrastructure. As long as you’re moving, you’re good.

Suggested readings: 


Liat Berdugo is an artist, writer, and curator whose work focuses on embodiment and digitality, archive theory, and new economies. Her work has been exhibited in galleries and festivals internationally, and she collaborates widely with individuals and archives. She is the co-founder and curator of the Bay Area’s Living Room Light Exchange, a monthly new media art salon; an artist-in-residence at the Internet Archive; and an assistant professor of Art + Architecture at the University of San Francisco. In her past life she was probably an aerobics instructor.

Margaret McCarthy is a San Francisco-based artist whose work has received coverage on CNN, Mother Jones, and Fusion. She is an ensemble member and Co-Artistic Director of the SF Neo-Futurists. She has performed at SOMArts, Artists' Television Access, and the Yerba Buena Center for the Arts.

Vanessa Hope Schneider is a writer, performer, and alum of the SF Neo-Futurists. She wants you to know that she knows about modern art.

With infinite thanks to artists Elisabeth Nicula and Charlie Macquarie for their help with filming, and to Emily Martinez for brilliant graphics!

Soundtrack credit:

  • “World Wide Web” by Nick Borgen

  • “DNS” by UV Protection

  • “Internet Crash” by Promoe

  • “Internet” by Tyskarna Fran Lund

  • “Get Off the Internet” by Le Tigre

  • “Computer Love” by Zapp & Roger

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Heavy Breathing ︎ 2018

Critical thinking often feels heady, abstract, and divorced from the body. How do conversations change when we are moving our bodies and out of breath? What new modes of thinking become possible?